so confused with this betrayal and deception of this opportunity…
She had it again for the second time, but why the feeling seems like a first time…??you can still see the red narrow eyes, a worrying mind and a detoriating actions.. why is it easy to be kind than to be wise..? it’s just a fruit of science that had ruined your perceptions and yet it seems like it had killed your ideas about being idealist to this mystery… she knows that you must know before you can tell that you are into it, but why is it easy to her to give it a try than to think, maybe she’s just thinking that it’s a mild smooth sailing after all but at the end of the day, it’s not, rather a busy construction site that will never have way to you to pass by… She had a deal through the glimpse of plasma, and he got burned as expected… but as the sunset goes by, the realization was that you had given it a chance and you didn’t lose it, you just empowered your mind and your heart for another gem…
bisou bisou

totally distress-free.. no need to wear mask, just feeling the freedom… out of sinful game which i must done even before..
Facing another day in silence..the one you expect to happen, didn’t happened… Why you always found yourself in this stupid scenario?? It’s a little bit tiring to pause and to think of it every now and then, come on! I just need to clear it up.. It’s really hard to be numb when the fact you’re feeling you’re not needed.. but it is worst when you had known you’ve not been loved all this time..
bisou bisou


